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Lilies from Heaven

Calm and Bright

12/5/2013

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The first week of Advent has been a flurry of activity.  Students are handing in assignments, last minute homework checks, christmas ornaments on the tree, stories being shared with the children, and very little reflection on HIM.

Flurries, busyness, activities, meals, and only a little of HIM.

Isn't that how it goes?  The season is planned, cookies are baked, prayers are said, meals are shared, and yet we seem to reflect only a little on the baby in the manger.

Advent is this season of waiting.  We are always waiting for Christ but the ache is more apparent in this season.

And then I heard "Silent Night".  For the first time, I was struck by the lines, "All is calm, All is bright."  These words do not seem in sync with one another at all.  They contrast, but it isn't jarring.  Together they evoke a longing and a curiosity.  

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Whisper them together now, under your breath.  Really.  No one is listening.  "Calm and bright.  Calm and bright."  What do you feel?

Calm.  I feel peace.  Peace in His Presence.  Bright.  I feel light and lightness.  Together.  Calm and bright.  I feel peace, hope, and welcome.  I am expectant.  Another moment of immanence and transcendence.  

The calming peace of Christ lies in his nearness.  He has come.  He is here. He is close by. 

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The brightness of hope is, in baby form, not too much too overwhelm.  His transcendence is a flame that could incinerate and stupefy the merest man or woman - but in the Christ child it is a bright gleam of hope that I am not afraid to be near.  Because "all is calm, all is bright," I can sleep in the heavenly peace of Christ.

Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you.  Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful..." John 14:27 NASB

During this season of joyful waiting, longing for the birth of Christ and the world's rebirth, I am struck by the beauty of it all.  The waiting and the longing, this spiritual homing device that has been placed in our hearts by God to lead us back to Him.  

As Psyche realizes in Till We Have Faces (C.S. Lewis), "It almost hurt me...like a bird in a cage when the other birds of its kind are flying home...The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing...to find the place where all the beauty comes from...The longing for home."

Advent ache is real.  All is calm.  All is bright.  All is beautiful. As. We. Wait. For. Him.


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365 Days of Counting Gifts

12/26/2012

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I have been counting gifts for over one year now.  I started this on Christmas day last year after reading Ann Voscamp's '1000 Gifts'.  With my whole heart, I endorse both reading her book and counting your own gifts over the next year.  Let's celebrate life and all of its beauty together.

Highlights from this month's list of gifts have been very special.  I saw some birds sitting on a snow covered tree singing praises (similar to the picture above).  My sons smiling and laughing are always good to boost my spirit.  My husband's thoughtfulness of a hot water bottle on my aching back.  Playful 'talks' with the baby.  Good meals with family and friends.  

Have you noticed that these things are not big?  These gifts are small things that warmed my heart, caught my attention, and let me notice the beauty in the everyday things.  What richness!

This is not to say that life is always good.  Sometimes I am amazed and paralyzed by my inadequacies, weaknesses, and attitude.  But isn't this the point?  When I can only see myself, I need to look around me to see goodness, light, love, and God.

Christmas day is a reminder that God is with us.  He was born in a barn filled with mud, muck, hay, pigs, and other animals.  He reaches down into our messy, mud-filled lives and does His best to get our attention.  

The beauty of this that I don't fully grasp is that He has chosen me.  Me?  My shame and inadequacies as a mother, wife, teacher, lover, friend, writer, cook, and occasionally, an artist, He knows me very well.  He changes me.  As I count gifts, as I become more and more grateful for life around me, He transforms me.  He is filling me with love, light, patience, and grace.  He is with me.

Isn't that the point of Christmas? God is with us.

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Are you Looking for Peace?

8/5/2012

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I have 3 boys under the age of ten.  Needless to say, peace and quiet is a rare thing in our home.  When it does happen, my husband and I both enjoy this blessing from heaven.

Peace in Hebrew is 'shalom'.  Another connotation of this word is wholeness.  

I rarely feel the wholeness part.  I regularly say 'yes' with my mouth that God's grace and peace is enough - but my life often says 'no' by not recognizing the God moments.  I see what needs to be done - laundry, dishes, cooking, an endless to do list.  I am not really seeing God in the smiles of my children or the little gifts that God brings when you are paying attention to them.

A heart divided cannot stand.  

Every moment is either a 'yes' or a 'no' to God.  I need to say 'yes' to God. I need to say 'no' to the enemy.  

What is peace?  Peace is often affiliated with light.  Does it mean the absence of darkness?  Peace is the assurance of God's presence in the dark.

Peace is a person, not a place.  

Are you looking for peace?  

In Christ, you are rescued, not wrecked.
In Christ, you are new, not a mess.
In Christ, you are lavished in love, not a loser.

Say yes to Jesus.  

It is possible to move and expand the circles of obedience and surrender -reaching into the world for the glory of Jesus Christ.  

Say yes and see HIM.

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